Bullshit. For somereason God hates me.

Yeah he hates me and I now know it. Everytime I think things are gonna go well I take a punch to the stomach from bullshit. Emotionless. Fuck this and fuck me. Just kill me already shit.

Spring Break.

So spring break this year started some what shitty. I couldn't go to ATL, but I did get to go to the Pacquiao fight which was fuckin' boss. Chilled with my favorite uncles and their friend. Dope as fuck weekend. Stayed at home for the first couple days and caught up on COD. I need to start GB'ing again hah. Monday I couldn't sleep at all. I ran off of no sleep. Things in my head were just a gust of confusion. Spent a day in South Padre with homeboys Ethen and Dylan and it was fucking amazing. Just the thing to help get shit off my mind. So many girls, so many colleges, and so much beer. Oh and walking down the strip of South Padre is just as fucking fun with all those drunk fucks. The only part that sucked was sleeping in the car. With Dylan's bitching, Ethen's twitching, and my teeth chattering it was all bad haha. The next night thought, we went to some bitches party in Buda or Kyle whatever the damn towns called and me and homie Ethen wrecked shit at beerpong cuz that's our daily thing haha. 5-1? Lost by 1 cup haha. I wasn't even close to tipsy, but Ethen was fucked haha. Well Spring Break 2010 has been pretty chill, let's finish it off with a bang.

Getting away from all the BULLSHIT!

Yeah so I wasn't able to go to Atlanta like planned, but new plans have come up. Going to South Padre for couple of days. It'll be good for me. I need to get away from this shit that stresses me out and makes me confused as fuck. I still make the same mistakes. I haven't learned at all.



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Update that's well needed.

For an update truely needed. Somewhere out there baby girl Deaj has been waiting for this haha. So what's happened so far since last update. Oh well lacrosse season has started has started and we're fucking kicking ass. No big hah. I've kinda postponed my photography. I need funds for fucking equipment. Where's my damn birthday money? Shit! Haha well yeah I turned 18. Wooh! I feel bad though that I haven't really done any photoshoots. I've taken a lot of product shots though hah. I'm pushin' shit outta my closet finally. I need to sell the rest though fuuuuck. Alright I've been meaning to update my shit, but mostly cuz I wanted post my two favorite women hah.

Zoey Deschanel

Katy Perry


Alright well not much has changed. Love life? None. Job? Naaaaht! Shoehead? Still goin' baby. Oh yeah I've seem to have fallen in love with Air max 1's so if anyone would like to buy me Huf Quake AM1's or Atmos AM1's or the Urawa's I'd love you.